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I bet your parents made love in a bed

of bright marigolds & cosmos; 

that would explain your

innate stubbornness,

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like when you sprouted in May,

too eager to grant your mother

the sweet poison of a lily

of the valley,

which is motherhood.

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Although it's not as beautiful

as the red tulip she raised,

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I hope she likes the hydrangeas I gave.

I've been wanting to gift more.

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       That reminds me!

       I've been meaning to thank Iris, too.

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Don't worry,     

I meant     

with yellow roses,     

which I would never ever give you     

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I forbid you from ever giving me yellow roses too.

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While their brilliant red

could never compare 

to the adorable pink

blooming on you,

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don't you think              

the carnations we planted      

have beautifully bloomed?       

 

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I'm determined to grow peonies with you, too.

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I've already decided

that when I lie in my deathbed,

nobody shall give me white lilies.

 

 

 

Instead, they'll give me poppies,

for the wound you left

when you left me:

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Its medicine would grant me

peace in death,

 

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just like the peace

your lavender gives me. 

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